I am honestly to the point now where I have about given up on life. If this is honestly not going to get any better, then what’s the point? This is not about not having any sports or anything of that nature. Although I do hate that and not because of being bored. I hate it for the untold numbers of livelihoods that it is affecting. Someone told me last night “but we are still alive. That’s what’s important”. I almost had to laugh. Really? Still alive? If staying alive means living like this, then I don’t want it. So, if I get this disease, then I’m going to isolate myself of course. I’m not in the high risk groups. I’m not elderly, and my immune system isn’t compromised. But, to that end, I’m being told I could still die if I get it. Then I die. Like I said, I don’t want to live like this. Not for a year. Not for 6 months. Definitely not from now on.
OK, did not see this one earlier................
Let me try to put this in another light.
The
reasonable precautions that are being recommended are what my day looks like, and has looked like, for almost 40 years. Do I worry? Yes. Am I concerned? Yes. Am I in a high-risk category? Definitely yes!
So, while I really do not have to adjust my routine, as I take these measures all the time, I have to keep my guard up. But, I am not going to give up. Not now. Not ever.
Despite almost dying twice, before the age of 34 (the age my dad died at), I can honestly say I have never questioned the reason for going forward, and have never been depressed. I figure that I have gone through too much crap to give up.
Not everyone is going to look at life the way that I do. I get that. But, this is a temporary problem, and it shall pass. Will it get worse, before it gets better? Yes. Is it likely to come back, say next fall? Very likely.
In the meantime, go outside and enjoy the sunshine. Vitamin D is helpful to keep your immune system strong. Get enough sleep, as it is also important. Ok, maybe you cannot go to the A-Day game. Well, I can never go to the A-Day game. So what? So, go outside, and take a walk in the park. Enjoy the wonder and variety of nature. Listen to your favorite music, while you are doing it. Think about how more fortunate you are, compared to the truly destitute and suffering.
And before you know it...............it will be a new day. Another day to enjoy life. OK, maybe we cannot enjoy everything we want to, for the short-term, but it will pass. And before you know it..................it will be time for football and complaining about how much we all hate Auburn!